What is love?When ya moms uses you, Pops abuses of you. 

Can’t even talk to them, because all it does is confuse you. 

Not even sure what love is anymore.

The same people who tell you they love you:

Are the first ones to hurt you.

They Make you feel like your not good enough, Then they dessert you.

No matter how much you give:

They just take and take, And it’s still not enough.

They will never stop taking:

A little bit of your peace, A little bit of your happiness, And you keep on giving.

You keep hoping one day it’ll change.

Until you decide to replace your pain.

You put all your love in the hands of a man,

Incapable of ever returning the care you give.

He doesn’t even love himself,

How is he going to love you?

You don’t want to feel so alone,

In this world that is so cold.

You could give your whole soul to someone,

And they will still find a flaw.

And you can let it break you,

Or you can let it strengthen you,

It really is your call.

You learn that no matter what you do, It is never going to be enough when your living for man.

So I tried to let God guide me,

But Somehow I feel even more broken.

How could this be when my heart is so golden?

More lost than even before, I keep searching for answers, And the answers are alarming.

The people who say that they love me,

Are the only ones who harm me.

My faith tells me that,

God wants to break me down,

So he can build me back up.

He’s doing a big job, 

And one loss is just not enough.

Maybe I need to lose it all, 

Several times over and over again.

Because every time I rebuild, 

I realize something that I was blind to before.

I believe that for where I’m going,

I need to be very well prepared.

And even though of all these people betraying me, Has left me somewhat “scared,” 

I have been able to keep pushing,

And believing in something greater.

And even though I haven’t seen it yet,

I know that God is my creator, And he holds me in his favor.

These questions that I asked before,

They might never have an answer, 

But the Changes that they cause within me,

Might be the ultimate reason that I face them.

And even when I start with questions full of doubt,God helps me replace them:

With thoughts full of strength and determination.

He has helped me realize that in this Destruction, Is where he manifests his divine creation.