They say I’m the strongest person they know,But really I’m just frozen.

Heart on standby as I fight off emotions,

Like waves smacking in the ocean. 

I have no fears.

My heart may have been the cause of my own pain for many years,

But now I drop no tears.

I perceive that what’s meant to destroy me,

has also made me impeccably strong.

for that reason I hold on to the good things,

And let go of the poison.

And some issues that I can’t solve,

Yes, 

I do, avoid them .

I focus on what I can fix,

And I pray over what I can not.

I understand not every battle is mine to fight, Or win, or even understand.

But that from each battle I can learn a lot.

I have made peace you can say,

With the things I cannot change.

I have accepted life as it is,

While forging my ambitions towards creating a new existence. 

I have created balance in my life,

Weighing every element,

But always choosing to look at the brighter side.

Every day that I wake I pray,

I say “Lord help me see a better day,

But also help me be a better me,

so I can create a better lane.

I don’t ask for much, 

just to hear your voice,

So that I can serve your purpose,

Place me where you want me to be, 

I believe in your vision for me.

Allow me to be the best version of myself, 

Even in the hardest moments.

I know I can be better,

If I take this prayer and I own it.”